My mind has changed... but God I like it!

I have been transformed, by sorts, I mean coming back to New York has really lit a flame inside me that just makes me happy to be living in the everyday; the Now realized, in parts. Yeah, New York is still full of rude, annoying, no eye contact making douche bags, but thats part of the charm; charm equal to disgust, but God I like it.

In the Moment
(new poem--10/19/07 5:40 pm)

This is clear,

this vision,
this version

this is calm

but not so calm
that nothing moves,

there is forward
and anywhere
movement

this is excitement

let it spill onto
your shoulders,

let it make

a rift
in the gritty
spasm of things

as it has
done in me

this is clarity

there is
enough to
go around.

So, am i off to Brooklyn tonight to see Fredo, or maybe to the Livingroom with Nelly, Robert and Priscilla, or maybe Seany Rotes and posse will call and we'll do whatever he does these days, maybe I'll do a few other things completely, or two or three in one night... I love that my life has more options these days. Its good to be back where you are part of a collective...It does me mind and soul plenty well... We are Borg, resistance is futile!